They say what doesn't kill you will only make you stronger.

I think I believe that now.

The past two years of my life has been a roller coaster. Some of the best times, and some of the very worst.

I've had a lot of growing up to do and a whole lot I had to learn.

It seems as if I've been caught up in being perfect:

the perfect wife, daughter, sister, aunt, niece, grand-daughter, role model and person.

Quite frankly, I'm tired of trying to be perfect.

A good friend just told me, perfection gets in the way of being good.

Ephiphany of my life.

I don't have to be perfect but I want with my whole heart to be good.

But with that lesson learned, I've also realized that not everyone deserves my best.

There are people in my life, who shall remain nameless, who only give me a small portion of themselves.

I, am a person, who gives everything I am. No matter what the situation or circumstance. I give it all.

My whole heart. My 110%.

This lesson has been learned with lots of thoughts of ill intent.....and lots of anger on my behalf.

I've had to learn to get over it.

It's life. People will make you angry. They'll hurt you feelings. 

They won't even notice most of the time, so why let them ruin your day.

Every day is yours to live. Every second, minute, hour. It's all yours.

Spend it wisely, for you'll never get it back.

I've been practicing on living every second to the fullest.  Making every day count for something.

Sun up till it's so dark I can't see my hand in front of my face.

This is me. It's all I'll ever be able to give.

Dont like me?

Have a seat with the rest of the bitches waiting for me to give a fuck.

Alis Volat Propriis.

Amat Cum Toto Corde.