It's day's like today.....that make me question if this is worth it or not?

The military lifestyle.

Days where I'm away from the one I want to spend my day with the most.

It's Christmas Eve, I'm pretty much alone....and I miss my husband somethin' awful.

I'd give literally ANYTHING to have him home.

It's days like today, when I cry all day.

I had Christmas with his family today and honestly, they make me feel worthless. 

They're unkind and rude. 

Snotty and snarky. 

But I suck it up, and smile.....just for him.

This picture was taken one year ago, today.

I miss this man so much.

"I can't say the Devil made me do it. I chose to be the one I am, the way I am today. I wish there was but there's no way around it. In the end, I made the choice and will not die ashamed."